Beth

I know God’s not dead, but sometimes I just wonder if he ignores what we say. If he just breaks lives and families, changes normal to a nightmare just for the fun of rebuilding what he destroyed.

@hanako

Have you asked God to heal your heart?

If God listens to me, he just ignores anything I say. The times I’ve asked him over and over again to just help me, nothing changes. Even something as simple as remembering to read my Bible every single day, he just isn’t listening and responding.

@hanako

So…**purposefully changing subject, the things I say when I’m being stark honest!** Who do think, of all characters anywhere gives you the most headaches?

I just wish the healing would happen. I’ve been on square one for over a year and haven’t stepped past it.

Thanks, that’s encouraging, in a way.

@hanako

I’m back.

@hanako

Are you there?

I’ll be back in like ten to twenty mins, got to take care of something.

So, I guess I love Nahim so much cuz he and I are two friends a like to each other in many ways.

Funny, how you’re more willing to talk to someone you’ve never met before over the internet than you are to talk to your parents and friends. Not many people actually know…

@hanako

Right now, Nahim in Guardian Angels is spiritually on the same page as me.

@hanako

I’ll be honest, God and I haven’t been getting along for about a year. And yeah, I guess right now I do. I just don’t understand why He had to do what he did, he shattered my life and hasn’t built it up again. He created conflict in our house and killed my best friend and relative in the whole wide world, in a horrible way! He and I…[Read more]

@hanako

He still has his struggles, but it ends happy.

Nahim in many ways reflects me, so study him closely and you shall discover pieces of Ru.

He hates God. He doesn’t understand God, even though he’s a Christian. It’s like a wandering from faith and coming back story.

@hanako

Oh..why tears? What happens?

Well, first I kill his family and almost kill him. I destroy his trust. I destroy his life. Then I almost kill him again by giving him to his worst enemy. Then I pair him with someone he flesh like, separated from his only true friend. On and on it goes and in the end, he can’t write anymore cuz he had to get a…[Read more]

“…It’s as if He’s just gone, forsaken my life.

Where are You? Where are You?

Where have You gone when I need You?

He seems far far away.

Gone. Disappeared. Said good bye.

Hiding Your face when I need to see it.

He’s left me in a fog

Does He still even love me?…”

Song in writing, for Nahim in my WIP.

@hanako

My WIP has who but Nahim. But he’s different then in the rp. The rp is set after my WIP. Nahim causes me a lot of tears in Guardian Angels.

@hanako

Honestly, I’m curious about water and desert. Swamp too.

Current WIP?

I use charrie as a sign of affection, btw.

Awwww, someone actually like Fennin! Wow! Finally.

Nahim takes the cake as far as favorite charrie.

In that case, I just caught lag plus sign out. Joy