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Can I ask for some prayer you guys?
I’ve kinda got myself stuck in a sticky situation.
My dad has a bad habit of acting like people have done something quite wrong when pointing out really little things that aren’t a big deal, and he’s got this tone of voice that can feel intense sometimes. There’s some kind of line between not getting walked all over and not challenging your parent’s authority, and probably once or twice I panicked and lied to get out of it. And I mean to get out of something really stupid like not rinsing of a dish. Anyways, he told me if it happens again he’s going to call me out on it (He already does) and it will be quite unpleasant (It already is, I suppose it’s going to be worse)
It’s just a nerve racking thing to feel like you have to be perfect, when we are basically not allowed to tell him all the things he’s done wrong over the years in regards to our family because he’ll think it’s false. Or not care, that happened to me before. I was just starting to think I had a chance at a relationship because he was in a really good mood this last week, but apparently not. I apologized for the two or three times it was my fault this morning, but it’s pretty painful to apologize with no mention of his part in it. When my mom asks me to do something, I never panic like that because she can say it normally.
It’s a hard situation because I’m not entirely sure what taking the high road looks like, but it tends to involve saying nothing when the situation feels unfair. I just want to get out of this house but I can’t afford to move out, and I’m in highscool anyways. I always have a harder time doing schoolwork when I’m like this, and it’s just harder to live life when you never know when he’s going to be upset. It’s all great until it’s not. I guess a part of the problem is when you’re afraid, you try to put up some kind of armor, which can look like disrespect. It’s hard to be confident and hold your own while listening when he talks like that. I’m just scared I might do it again, and he’ll get really upset, and I won’t be able to hold it together in front of him.
Anyways thanks for listening guys, I know only God can fix it, it’s just not fun.
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@mineralizedwritings I’ll be praying 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
I can’t fully understand what you’re going through, but I’ll be praying for you and your family ❤️
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@lightoverdarkness6 Hey girl, how’s life, how’s writing? Haven’t checked in on you in a while and was wondering how you’re doing ❤️❤️❤️
Aww girl!! I’m so, so sorry you’re going through that. I know that must be hard. I want you to know that you are loved unconditionally by our Savior. You are not alone in your struggles, though at times it may seem like that. I’ll be praying for you and your family as you experience this trial. The adversary knows how much of a light you are to others, and he is trying to dim that light. You’re an amazing friend and I love chatting with you. You have helped me with my writing, encouraged me when I’ve been down, and I’m so glad to have been a part of your writing journey as well. I hope you know how much you are loved. Thank you for reaching out and asking for prayers! Love you girl! ❤️❤️❤️
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Hi Freedom! Aww thank you for checking on me! I’m doing pretty good. At the beginning of the week I was a little depressed but I’m better now. I’ve had a good week! School and chores, writing and family and friends. Last night I went to a church activity, that was really fun.
Writing is going alright, I haven’t been able to write much this week other than for school, but I try to work it in here and there. Mostly just the kind of daydream-writing where you think about the characters and scenes but don’t actually write them down lol. I do that more often than actually writing, I’m afraid XD
Right now I’m actually working on plotting a fan fiction crossover between several of my favorite movies XD It’s fun.
Anyway, thank you for asking! How are you girl? 🙂 ❤️❤️❤️
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@lightoverdarkness6 I’m glad you’re doing better now ❤️❤️❤️
Haha, i understand that. But doesn’t daydreaming count as writing? XD Ooh, a fanfiction crossover of several of your fav movies?? That’s epic!!! Care to share at all? 😏XD
You’re so welcome!!! I’m doing pretty well. There’s some things going on that left me a little down towards the beginning of this week, but I’m just choosing to trust God with whatever happens ❤️ It’s a testing moment, a test of mine and my family’s faith, and we’re choosing to stick in there and trust God with whatever happens. 🙂
Writing’s going pretty well! Haven’t really worked on my WIP in a bit…been kinda more of in a Marvel mood, soooo yeahhh, been writing a lot of fanfic stuff. XD
Thx for checking in on me, girl! ✨❤️😊
I’ll be praying for you! 🙏🏼❤️
Just always remember that your heavenly Father never requires perfection. That’s why Jesus died for you and for the whole world. Because we’re sinful, imperfect human beings, who are in desperate need of a Savior. He’s always there for you. His steadfast love endures forever. 💕
Keep on trusting God, girl. He’s gotcha. 😉 ❤️
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Haha, i understand that. But doesn’t daydreaming count as writing? XD Ooh, a fanfiction crossover of several of your fav movies?? That’s epic!!! Care to share at all? 😏XD
Maybe! I mean, it should XD Yes!! I’m super excited about it, although it may take me months to actually start writing it XD I’ve got three main fan fictions that I’ve got on my ‘Want to write’ list XD But I can’t figure out which one I want to do first lol. And sure! I’d love to share 😏 XD
So it’s basically characters out of The Maze Runner (Thomas, ✨Newt✨ and Minho) Put into The Hunger Games (Peeta and Katniss) and then a few of my charries are just randomly sprinkled in there as background characters XD And my little brother wants to help me so he’s going to have his characters in there too! So that’ll be super fun, if I ever start actually writing it XD
Aww I’m sorry you were down! But I’m glad you’re feeling better now. Yes, that’s so good. ❤️😊
Writing’s going pretty well! Haven’t really worked on my WIP in a bit…been kinda more of in a Marvel mood, soooo yeahhh, been writing a lot of fanfic stuff. XD
Totally get that girl! XD Marvel is super fun too, especially since the character’s are already made 🙂 XD And I know I’ve said this before but I love reading your fanfics girl! They’re so good and I just love them so much XD ❤️😊
Thx for checking in on me, girl! ✨❤️😊
You’re so welcome! Thank you for checking on me too! 🙂
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Maybe! I mean, it should XD Yes!! I’m super excited about it, although it may take me months to actually start writing it XD I’ve got three main fan fictions that I’ve got on my ‘Want to write’ list XD But I can’t figure out which one I want to do first lol. And sure! I’d love to share 😏 XD
Haha, girl, now you sound like me XD
So it’s basically characters out of The Maze Runner (Thomas, ✨Newt✨ and Minho) Put into The Hunger Games (Peeta and Katniss) and then a few of my charries are just randomly sprinkled in there as background characters XD And my little brother wants to help me so he’s going to have his characters in there too! So that’ll be super fun, if I ever start actually writing it XD
Haha, I love that!!! 😍 really cool, sounds like it’ll be a lot of fun!!! ❤️❤️
Aww I’m sorry you were down! But I’m glad you’re feeling better now. Yes, that’s so good. ❤️😊
Thanks girl, means a lot to me ❤️❤️❤️
Totally get that girl! XD Marvel is super fun too, especially since the character’s are already made 🙂 XD And I know I’ve said this before but I love reading your fanfics girl! They’re so good and I just love them so much XD ❤️😊
Aww, glad you love my fanfics. I actually have a new fanfic idea forming in my head…😅🤣
This is the gist of it, if you wanna know:
When Steve Rogers is pulled into a portal while relaxing with the other Avengers, he never expected something too bad to happen. But he awakes in a strange new place that he doesn’t recognize…and slowly realizes that he’s in an Alternate Universe/Dimension where Hydra took over the United States, led by Alexander Pierce.
In a world of oppression and where authority is no longer questioned, Steve enters into a world he never wanted…and slowly realizes that his friends have all begun working for/with Hydra, forcibly made to in order to protect each other and their families.
He doesn’t know how Hydra could have taken over…until he learns the scariest part of this new universe….
Steve Rogers died years ago.
but yeahhhh…i need to stop coming up with fanfics XD
You’re so welcome! Thank you for checking on me too! 🙂
Of course, girl!!!! ❤️❤️
@lightoverdarkness6 Oooh that fanfic sounds cool! (Especially since it’s a crossover.)
I mean, I’m probably biased……considering 99% of my writing is fanfictions like that…..Where'd I get ya this time? The liver? The kidney? I'm runnin' outta places to put holes in ya.
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Thank you guys so much! Your words and prayers mean so much to me, sometimes I just need a listening ear to hear what I’m going through. <333
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Aww so glad! I love chatting with you too girl, always makes my day a little better. <3
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Haha, girl, now you sound like me XD
XD That’s a very good thing 🙂
Haha, I love that!!! 😍 really cool, sounds like it’ll be a lot of fun!!! ❤️❤️
Thank you!! 😍 Yes I’m super excited ❤️❤️
Thanks girl, means a lot to me ❤️❤️❤️
You’re so welcome girl! ❤️❤️❤️
Aww, glad you love my fanfics. I actually have a new fanfic idea forming in my head…😅🤣
Yes I love them! Oooh really??? Another one? 🤣 I’d love to hear 😁
*GASP* OH MY GOSH THAT’S SOOO COOLLLL!!!! I would love to read that!! That’s so awesome I love it so much 😍😍😍😍
but yeahhhh…i need to stop coming up with fanfics XD
Maybe…but they’re just so fun!! XDXD
Of course, girl!!!! ❤️❤️
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Oooh that fanfic sounds cool! (Especially since it’s a crossover.)
Aww thanks so much! 😊
I mean, I’m probably biased……considering 99% of my writing is fanfictions like that…..
XD I mean….fanfics are just so much fun!! And even more fun that like I’m never going to publish it or anything, so it’s just for fun, there’s no pressure for making it perfect or whatever. Lol 😅🤣
Thank you guys so much! Your words and prayers mean so much to me, sometimes I just need a listening ear to hear what I’m going through. <333
Aww of course girl!! I’m so glad we could help you out ❤️❤️❤️
Aww so glad! I love chatting with you too girl, always makes my day a little better. <3
Yes definitely! Aww you’re so sweet ❤️❤️
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*GASP* OH MY GOSH THAT’S SOOO COOLLLL!!!! I would love to read that!! That’s so awesome I love it so much 😍😍😍😍
Awww, girl, tysm!!! ❤️❤️❤️
@mineralizedwritings so glad we can be here for you, girl *hugs* ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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