Raegan Aubrey

@hanako

So…**purposefully changing subject, the things I say when I’m being stark honest!** Who do think, of all characters anywhere gives you the most headaches?

@rae

Have you asked God to heal your heart?

I just wish the healing would happen. I’ve been on square one for over a year and haven’t stepped past it.

Thanks, that’s encouraging, in a way.

@rae

Yeah I’m there! lol

I know, it is kinda weird talking about stuff like this across the internet, but no matter how far across the internet you and I are, your my sister in Christ Rae. Even though God seems far sometimes and like He’s allowed more hurt then anyone, God always wants the best for us, and like Job in the bible sometimes it…[Read more]

@hanako

I’m back.

@hanako

Are you there?

I’ll be back in like ten to twenty mins, got to take care of something.

So, I guess I love Nahim so much cuz he and I are two friends a like to each other in many ways.

Funny, how you’re more willing to talk to someone you’ve never met before over the internet than you are to talk to your parents and friends. Not many people actually know…

@hanako

Right now, Nahim in Guardian Angels is spiritually on the same page as me.

@hanako

I’ll be honest, God and I haven’t been getting along for about a year. And yeah, I guess right now I do. I just don’t understand why He had to do what he did, he shattered my life and hasn’t built it up again. He created conflict in our house and killed my best friend and relative in the whole wide world, in a horrible way! He and I…[Read more]

@hanako

He still has his struggles, but it ends happy.

Do you hate God?

@rae

I see. Does the book end sad or did God have to break him to build him up and it ends good?

Nahim in many ways reflects me, so study him closely and you shall discover pieces of Ru.

He hates God. He doesn’t understand God, even though he’s a Christian. It’s like a wandering from faith and coming back story.

@hanako

Oh..why tears? What happens?

Well, first I kill his family and almost kill him. I destroy his trust. I destroy his life. Then I almost kill him again by giving him to his worst enemy. Then I pair him with someone he flesh like, separated from his only true friend. On and on it goes and in the end, he can’t write anymore cuz he had to get a…[Read more]

@rae

Oh my, that does sound sad. Is it about his lover?

“…It’s as if He’s just gone, forsaken my life.

Where are You? Where are You?

Where have You gone when I need You?

He seems far far away.

Gone. Disappeared. Said good bye.

Hiding Your face when I need to see it.

He’s left me in a fog

Does He still even love me?…”

Song in writing, for Nahim in my WIP.

@rae

Oh..why tears? What happens?

@hanako

My WIP has who but Nahim. But he’s different then in the rp. The rp is set after my WIP. Nahim causes me a lot of tears in Guardian Angels.