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Her beautiful eyes, full of shock and tears, stared me full in the face.
“Glace…”
“Gloria, Go! Leave! Don’t you understand? I am not someone you should call your brother. Now go, I never want to see you again!” Tears streaked down her cheeks, she opened her mouth to say good bye, but she closed it again without a sound. She stared at me and would not move, her tears watering the earth. I gave her one last look, and opened the teleporter with my vambrace.

I was in my apartment again.

Pulling the mask the rest of the way off my face, I slumped onto my couch. I pulled off my boots, and my hood, flinging them across the room.

Had I really just told my little sis I never wanted to see her again?

Hopefully she wasn’t listening, hopefully she is coming searching for me, hopefully she didn’t just return to our father. Hopefully Gloria would keep on…no! She can’t. She must go home, and forget she ever had a brother.

I must dwell for eternity here, separated from all I had loved before.

I must never see Gloria fall in love, I must never see her get married, I must never see her children.

For all I can do, she might as well just be dead.

And why has this befallen me? Because I was the one who cheated on that…
I yelled in rage, and agony. I had led myself to believe it was me, but the deepest parts of my heart still knew, still knew I was innocent. And if those deep pats of my heart could just forget to, then my life would he easier.

I closed my eyes, and stretched out full length on the couch, breathing heavy. I draped my arm over my forehead.

If I could just forget I had even a life before this, forget about the test, the position, about my friend, and about those tears on Gloria’s face, everything would be fine…

But still aches my heart for home and family, no matter how hard I try.