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  • hybridlore posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    @mineralizedwritings How are you doing? I haven’t talked to you in a while! Everything ok?

    • Hey it’s good to hear from you, thanks for asking!

      I’m not entirely sure how to answer that question haha… Just trying to take it day by day I guess. I’ve lost a lot of family relationships this year after realizing people were mistreating me and it was hurting my physical health. I tried to save it for years and finally quite about 6 months ago and I’ve had a rude awakening to reality. I’ve stopped having panic attacks but I’m having trouble adjusting. I had to quite my therapist because she her solutions to my problems started to become ‘just don’t do that’… like, are you angry? Just calm down! (Girl if it was that easy I would have done that a loooong time ago). I’m getting in touch with a new one and hopefully things will be better.

      Anyways I’ve been kinda drawing again recently, it took awhile to get it back though. I’m in a but of a delima where I realized almost all my stories were different retellings of things I have been through and fictional solutions to them as a way of coping… so writing feels a little weird now and I don’t feel like doing it so I don’t have much to post. Maybe I should post more art but I’m in so many fandoms you guys aren’t familiar with idk? Maybe I should be on kp more it’s kinda fun 🙂

      How are you doing? Working any projects this year? Sorry I don’t really remember who’s charries are who’s anymore lol. 💛

      • I’m so sorry, that sounds rough. I hope your new therapist is able to give you better advice than that! I get that sometimes if you don’t understand something really well or haven’t experienced it, it’s hard to give advice, but I’m sure stuff like that is frustrating to hear on your part. Is there anything in specific I could pray for?

        That’s good! I just saw you did an art dump haha so I guess you decided to post some! I’ll have to check it out after this! Yeah, I’m sure people on here really don’t care what the character is, we just like to see what you’re working on.

        I’m doing alright! We’re currently on a road trip to visit some extended family, so we’ve been pretty busy. Also my family finally caught the flu over the holidays, so we’re still recovering from that a little. The past few months my anxiety/OCD has been higher, but I think I’m doing a little better, so hopefully that was its peak.
        Haven’t been writing too much either, but I’m hoping to work on it a little more once we get back. The project I’m working on is part of a two-book series about Christians in the future. It’s been pretty fun so far, but I’m not really sure where to go from here, so I’ve just praying for wisdom about it.

        • Thanks, I really appreciate it. Yeah it was really frustrating, the kind of trial and error figuring all this out is taking is so exhausting. If you want to pray for me, just peace and good sleep would be nice, thanks.

          Yeah! Well that’s nice, I guess I’ll just post even if it seems random.

          Sounds a bit chaotic, I’m sorry to hear about the increase in your anxiety/OCD. I’ve dealt with those kinds of things off and on and I know it really sucks sometimes. It’s good that you think it’s been a little better though!

          That’s cool! Is it super futuristic or is the setting pretty similar to current day?

          I hope your rode trip goes well and you’re able to get some good rest too! < 3

          • @mineralizedwritings
            Got it!

            Thanks! It can, but yeah, I’m hoping that it’s getting better.
            It’s set in the 2050s, so mostly pretty similar. Probably more similar to the present time than the 2050s actually would be. 🤣
            Thank you! We’re on our way home! It was a lot but we had a great time!

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