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Esther posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago
@savannah_grace2009
Since I mentioned it over on the RP…
How are you doing? 😊 How’s writing been?
Esther posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago
@savannah_grace2009
Since I mentioned it over on the RP…
How are you doing? 😊 How’s writing been?
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@esther-c
Hi!!!! <3
Wellll I may or may not have gotten my heart broken (I hate teenage mood swings…ugh!) …so I've been trying to deal with that. (This guy I have liked on and off for three years asked my nemesis to prom (okay she's not a nemesis…haha!) and it's just been me feeling like I'm not good enough for him and that nobody will ever like me. It's to the point where I don't want to have a crush on anyone anymore because it hurts to get attached to people and get your heart broken)
Anywaysssss, in the process I've been leaning into God more and strengthening my relationship with Him which is amazing!
I've been trying to keep my grades up which requires a LOT of studying…but I have straight A's now and have been trying to maintain that so yeahhhh!
I've been so exhausted it's crazyyyy!
And I just got sick again…I have been in bed all day so that's nice….
(Sorry I didn’t reply sooner!! KP was acing funky.)
I can’t say I can relate to what you’re feeling, but from reading books and hearing real people’s stories, I can understand what you’re going through. I’ll be praying for you. <3 But I’m so glad it’s brought you closer to the Lord! It’s amazing how He can use a circumstance that we deem bad as a chance to grow us, show us His goodness and who He is, and bring glory to Himself. ✨
Oh yeah, I used to to be able to keep my grades up really easily, but once I started high school, I learned the benefits of spending quality time studying. XD I’m glad you’ve been able to keep your A’s though! That’s awesome!!
Yes, school and life in general can be exhausting. 😑😂
Ugh, that’s no fun. Except for the fact that you have an excuse to stay in bed all day. XD
@esther-c
AHHHHH NOOOOOO
why do I do this to myself???
So you know the guy that I liked that I was talking about up there? (his name’s Jack) welllll…..his older brother Kai (he’s like 17 years old) has been super nice to me and we have so much in common and we’re good friends….AND I MAY OR MAY NOT BE GETTING FEELINGS FOR HIM….and I really don’t want to because then it will ruin our friendship…..ugh WHY?!?!
I was talking to him about prom and about how even if I WAS going this year, I didn’t think anybody would ask me. And Kai looked at me and was like “Sara, if your mom is okay with it, next year I am taking you to prom!” AHHHHH!
And then I was telling him about how I was feeling left out because our school was at a hotel and my “friends” kind of ditched me to go work out in the hotel gym and Kai was like, “you should go work out with them!” and I said no, and he said “you got shorts?” I didn’t, and then he said he had shorts and a t-shirt I could borrow and HE WAS GOING TO LET ME BORROW HIS CLOTHES!!!!
so that’s my life right now….hehehe
Awww, that’s so sweet!!! 🥰 Ahh!! I love that so much!! XD That’s fantastic. 😊 Although I’ve never been in a relationship, my only advice would be to keep it at friends for now. Because who knows, even if this doesn’t turn into anything serious in the future, you could still be great friends. Anddd… if you really do have feelings for him you could just tell him. …Ok, that’s a lot easier said than done. 😂 I am definitely no expert. I’m sure you could always talk to your mom about it. But at least right now he’s a good friend and that’s the best place to start. 😊 (I’m literally so happy for you and we haven’t even seen each other irl. 😂 To be honest though, y’all on here are as good as my friends that I see face to face. One day we’ll meet each other…. One day!! XD Hopefully!)
Hahaha yeahhh! I know I’m not ready for a relationship now and I do want it to stay just friends for now. After all, I’m only 14!!! Ugh, I feel like I’m going to start getting a crush on him if I want to or not. And it’s awkward because my “friends” tease me about hopping between brothers….because Jack’s my age and Kai’s older….*sobbing*
I have talked to my mom about it…kind of…haha….
Awww thanks for saying that…I really hope we meet irl too!!! <3
Oh yeah, I almost forgot that! XD (I’m 14 too) But that’s good. 😊 Oh! One book you must absolutely read (I recommend it to as many girls as I can) is Praying for Your Future Husband by Robin Jones Gunn and Tricia Goyer. It’s amazing!!! It totally changed my perspective on how to pray for my future husband and relationships in general. If you can get your hands on it and read it, then you MUST!!! As you can tell, I love this book. XD
Oh my goodness 😂
Yeah, “kind of…” It can be a little awkward at times 😉
Yes!! <33
@esther-c
Heyyy sorry I haven’t been on in a while!!!
I might have to take Livia out of the RP for now, just because I’ve been sooooo busy!!!! Sorry, I really enjoyed RP’ing Lukas and Livia :/ I’m gonna miss that.
And I may or may not have feelings for the guy I was telling you about…
I’m just waiting for my heart to get broken again…ugh!
Why does this happen to meeeeee?!?!?
You’re totally fine! 😊 I was actually just about to see how you were doing. 😁
Aww, I’m a little disappointed, but I totally understand, so don’t feel too bad about it. 😉 I get life being busy. The school RP has slowed down a bit too.
🤭 I wish I could give you some advice but I really can’t other than pray about it. Journaling or writing out your feelings some way might help too. Sometimes that helps me. But I do know one thing…God’s got a wonderful plan for your life and He cares about what you care about because He loves you. <33 He’d love to hear from you. 😁 Which I’m sure you already know. 😉
@esther-c
Heyyy…just wondering how far you got in my story? I’m not trying to nag you, I just was wondering 🙂 and I am stuck again…so I could really use the help right now XD
Don’t worry about nagging me. 😁 But I was literally thinking about your story this morning. I was like, “oh my goodness I haven’t read it in foreverrr!!” 😂 So I’m going to get to that today and hopefully this week too. I’m soooo sorry I haven’t read it in a while!!
It’s okay! I get it, life happens XD