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[whaley]

@godlyfantasy12

GODLy

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[whaley]

@godlyfantasy12

U on?? How’s life? (If she doesn’t reply this is going to be so awkward 🤣)

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[GodlyFantasy12]

@whalekeeper XD XD

Ehh…it’s life XD

 

It’s going pretty good, just struggling with some self discipline XD

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[MineralizedWritings]

@whalekeeper

Eeyy, we’re still glad to see you around, even if you don’t talk as much :]

Thanks girl, I sometimes worry I’ll become irrelevant 😂😭 I suppose it wouldn’t matter if I did though. Glad to have you around too! I feel like you’re that chill friend I can always talk to : )

How are you doing? I feel like I haven’t read your writing in ages! Do you still write?

 

"And so I left this world just as I had entered it. Confused."

[whaley]

@godlyfantasy12

That is literally one of the hardest things to master – so don’t beat yourself up over it

*gives advice I don’t follow* XD

We’ll make it out, somehow.

How was Christmas for you? Did it go well?

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[GodlyFantasy12]

@whalekeeper it was great!! I got a new computer. I just gotta get my dad to set it up for me

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[whaley]

@mineralizedwritings

I suppose it wouldn’t matter if I did though.

😡

Excuse ME, missy, yes you WOuLD be missed.

Anyways, I’m glad you don’t mind talking to me XD Yeah, I still write, luckily. I just don’t post it a lot on here for some reason. One of those personal preference things, you know?

I’m doing okay, although I got three teeth pulled a day ago without warning 😂😭 So, um, recovering from the holes in my mouth.

Have you found any opportunities to grow outside of your little world yet? Anything encouraging, even if it’s little?

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[whaley]

@godlyfantasy12

Oh wow, my dad was setting up a new computer for me tonight! Just imagine that new, clean tech… is it a laptop or desk top?

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[GodlyFantasy12]

ehhhh XD

 

(Me trying to think of the different and which one it is….)

Laptop! XD

 

 

 

 

 

cuz it goes on my lap….

 

 

 

 

BAHAHAHAHAHA I just laughed at my self….

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[Loopy]

*bursts into conversation uninvited*

@mineralizedwritings

Thanks girl, I sometimes worry I’ll become irrelevant 😂😭 I suppose it wouldn’t matter if I did though.

Hey, you are not irrelevant and I think you’re great to have around on here ❤️

🎵It takes a long time to wait 🌻

[whaley]

@godlyfantasy12

Gotta think it though first!! Ours is a desktop. It has such a sweet monitor and I can’t wait to write on it… 😏

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[MineralizedWritings]

@whalekeeper

😡

Excuse ME, missy, yes you WOuLD be missed.

XD thanks lol. Sometimes I think about all the groups I’ve been a part of, left and moved on… (Ok but do we ever really move on? I still think about the elementary school friends.) and wonder how long I’ll be on kp. Will the people I know slowly leave me to be the dinosaur, will I be the one to leave, or will we all stay long enough to see eachother get married and have kids 😯

Anyways, I’m glad you don’t mind talking to me XD Yeah, I still write, luckily. I just don’t post it a lot on here for some reason. One of those personal preference things, you know?

That’s totally ok, I get it. For some reason I feel a lot better about posting personal stuff online than talking about it in person, so Yeah my writing counts for that.

I’m doing okay, although I got three teeth pulled a day ago without warning 😂😭 So, um, recovering from the holes in my mouth.

Ouch ouch ouch!! Sorry to hear that!

This isn’t going to make you feel better so I’m sorry in advance, but I’m missing two of my wisdom teeth, and they happen to be the right ones, so I’ll be able to chew even after getting them removed XD I got lucky

Have you found any opportunities to grow outside of your little world yet? Anything encouraging, even if it’s little?

Thanks for asking, I’m trying. Like really. Nothing quite works though. I signed up for a in person class, but I didn’t have a car to take to it. The extra car is super unreliable, so I can’t get out during the day unless my mom has a break, which thankfully she does. She dropped one of her shifts and it’s really helped me. I signed up for art club at school, but I have no way to get there.

I’m trying this college and career group at my pastors house, it’s interesting 🫤

There’s not many people who go there. There’s this young couple a little older than me that I thought was going to be super nice, but tbh I think there resigned to thinking I’m dumb. It’s super annoying. I’m really different than them, and I think they think the things they are into are superior or something, instead of appreciating our differences. I tried really hard to learn about the things that make them different, but they kinda treated my questions as ignorance (You don’t know what ____ is? How?! You haven’t read all of ____ book? How?!!) and showed zero interest in my stuff. I don’t wanna go back but the pastors wife is super sweet and I could go just to talk to her Ig.

If we ignore all of that I suppose Tauren and Lesli and all my other friends have been being awesome as always…

😭😂😜

 

I know it sounds rough and it is but don’t feel the need to pity me. I don’t see much of a future for all this pain but y’know there’s plenty of worse things that could happen to me. I like to think one day I’ll get to tell a lonely kid it won’t last forever, and they’ll be inspired by my effort to be ok during everything :/

Other than getting teeth pulled… is life in general going pretty alright? Any fun classes?

"And so I left this world just as I had entered it. Confused."

[GodlyFantasy12]

hey yall I’m gonna go now. Night!! See yall soon! Hopefully tomorrow

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[whaley]

@mineralizedwritings

Will the people I know slowly leave me to be the dinosaur, will I be the one to leave, or will we all stay long enough to see eachother get married and have kids 😯

Yeah, I think most people on here wonder that at some point. And I’m beginning to dread the same thoughts in my school circle, you know? The worst thing would be if you were the only person who cared in the first place.

This isn’t going to make you feel better so I’m sorry in advance, but I’m missing two of my wisdom teeth

I’m actually really lucky too… I won’t have to get wisdom teeth removed at all! XD I have four adult teeth missing, so the orthodontist is going to rearrange my mouth so the wisdom teeth replace them. The three that were removed were baby teeth… which somehow survived? I can’t imagine how.

Luckily all my teeth specialists are super careful and kind.

Thanks for asking, I’m trying. Like really. Nothing quite works though.

<3 That sounds so discouraging, especially when those things you try don’t work out. I would get so frustrated at that couple too.

But if God doesn’t open up something for you, I’m telling you, I would probably get angry even though he knows better 😅 Because like you’re saying, some day you’re going to see everything in retrospect and it’s going to make sense.

I’m genuinely rooting for you and I hope something opens up soon.

Other than getting teeth pulled… is life in general going pretty alright? Any fun classes?

Ehh, it’s as normal as it can be. Which is very inconsistent. My mum has Hashimoto’s disease, among other things, and it just drains the energy out of everything sometimes. I hate trying to be a teenager. It’s so much more hard work than it needs to be, and I just make it worse for myself.

On the bright side, my mum is also knitting me a hat! We have camp next month, and she almost always knits me something for cold occasions. It takes her only about three days, tops XD

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[Esther]

@savannah_grace2009 @anyone-else-lol

Made another moodboard for Lukas just cuz… 😁

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