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Didn’t post this on the topic cuz I didn’t want anyone to reply to it besides you cuz that could slippery slope into another argument over there where you stand alone.
That being said, IF YOU ARE NOT KEFA AND YOU ARE READING THIS, GO AWAY!!!! THIS IS NOT FOR YOU!!!

“That the thing, I come on here to escape reality. so that I WONT fight. But now I even ruin everything on here as well.”

No, you haven’t ruined everything. 

I can’t think of one person on this forum that I know that won’t forgive what has been said, apologize for what has been done, and move on. No, you haven’t ruined everything, merely helped us all understand you and even maybe a bit of ourselves. This is a moment we write about, except we are the charries and God is the One behind the pen. 

I started seriously writing to escape. I have often used KP to escape. It’s the reason I have such a high Post count. I’m frequently active now, but back then, I was even more. But it isn’t healthy to escape in this way. I know it’s hard, I know that sometimes you feel like there is no other way to get out, or no way at all. I know you want to shut your ears from this, but please listen to me, listen to someone who fell so deep she almost killed herself, you need to talk to God. You need to call upon your heavenly Father, and use him as your escape instead of KP. You will be better off that way. Don’t take this to mean I want you to leave! No, I honestly every once in a while look at your profile to see your new potato. You are a KPer, we don’t want you to leave. You are one of us. But we also don’t want you to use this site as an unhealthy escape.

Even if you don’t reply, I’ll probably delete this tomorrow sometime.